I was the safe pair of hands, too.
My career began in science, with a PhD in molecular genetics and postdoctoral research at Harvard Medical School. I then moved into commercial STEM, working across biotechnology, life sciences, pharmaceutical research and clinical diagnostics.
Over the years, I led European and EMEA (Europe, Middle East and Africa) teams, delivered growth across businesses ranging from $200m to more than $1bn, navigated restructures and transformations, and learned how decisions really get made inside large global organisations.
I was ambitious, capable and deeply committed. I was also very good at becoming indispensable.
I solved problems, absorbed pressure and made sure the work got done. The higher I progressed, the more responsibility I carried—and the easier it became to confuse being constantly needed with having real authority.
From the outside, it looked like success. But I increasingly understood the cost of building a career through effort, over-responsibility and self-abandonment.